25 Nov 08



Pharmacotheraphy in the morning. we were being 误会 for talking. hais. or maybe i am not too likeable. but softly wad. not really us who were like screaming. whatever. then was tep. reached there early so JQKK let us go in earlier. june and gand insisted we trick them that cant go in. FUNNY LA. we had to squat at the jungle there. (our seat were named jungle by Mr Kelvin cos it is very luan) LOL. anyway was being 误会 again for dunno what. woohoo. whatever. we are late again for medchem and it was Dr Subra's lect. LOL. and his slide was very funny. enter then got clap clap clap sound one. but he claims that he didnt know abt it. hmmm... after that stayed back till very late to ask him questions. we were the only ones left in the LT. ahahahhahaha.

Forgetten what else had happened today except that i can remember i was being 误会 again. yes. everyday. always. wth





26 Nov 08



Wahahahahahahahaha. had lab cleaning today. very fun. ahahahaha. my labcoat was like wet one lor. hahahah from the washing. next was pmt pract very funny. was playing with the encapsulating machines and the capsules. LOL. and huiyan was funny one la. she was talking to dionis (thought was) happily when suddenly turned around and realised it wasnt her. was the new labtech. very pretty one. hahahahahahahahahahahaha funny one la. they were shocked like siao wahahaha. funny wor. then after that still got tep revision pract. haha. practicing ointments and suspension. my cream like too many la. and it was hard to mix like crazy. and my suspension look like ice blended bubble tea. LOL. luan luan lai one hahahahaha. and labcoat was wet again. cos i messed up the sink due to playing the cream. so in the end huiyuan june and friends had to help me clean up also. ooooooopppps.


27 Nov 08

woohoo. i forgotten to wear fully covered shoes for medchem lab. oh no. Medchem lab was funny. cos while waiting for the experiment, we were screaming about tv shows. haha and evelyn is sure mesmerised by Little Nyonya's Yamamoto Yousuke. LOL. and she loves the spitton too. ahahahahaha.


28 Nov 08

Today only got PMT. supposingly got revision medmicro lab but Ms Loh had sore throat. GET WELL SOON. hmmm we stayed back to do PMT project. saw jovan at library. complained to him about my jap. hais. then did the script and touch up abiy. hmm then halfway thru went to hand in medmicro report to ms loh. then went to buy tee-shirts at nyp atrium pasar malam. cheap leh. 2 for $12 only. haha. then we went back to rehearse. huiyan had to leave early for bbq. so i spoke like bullet train hahaha then donnis found out that her shirt spoil lol. but wanted to change then closed liao. oh oh. then saw huiting and friends at library. after that went to amk to eat dinner with donnis. went to fairprice to buy crackers and mini tube of mayo. haha cute. bought a mini schedule book also. cute. tricked donnis with a electric toy. screamed like siao in the public and slammed my arm bloody hard la hahahahahah. SORRY! hahahahahahahah funny la.

I HATE MY LIFE. I HATE EVERYTHING. I DUN KNOW WHY THINGS TURN OUT THIS WAY. I DUNNO WHAT IS HAPPENING. WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO PRETEND I AM HAPPY. LIFE IS NOT FAIR AT ALL. OTHER PEOPLE HAVE ALL THE THINGS IN THE WORLD. WHY CAN OTHER PEOPLE LIVE SO HAPPILY LIKE NOTHING IS EVER BOTHERING THEM. WHY ARENT EVERYONE THE SAME. I HATE THIS. I HATE PRETENDING TO SMILE. I HATE WEARING THIS STUPID MASK ON MY FACE. NO ONE EVER KNOWS THE TRUTH BEHIND THIS FAKE MASK. THE MASK THAT IS ALWAYS PUTTING ON A HAPPY FRONT. I AM SO GETTING SICK OF ALL THESE. EVERYTHING. NOTHING IS PERFECT. BUT I AM THE PERFECT IMPERFECTNESS. I DUN UNDERSTAND WHY IS EVERYTHING LIKE THIS. I AM SICK OF PRETENDING. I AM NOT HAPPY AT ALL. I AM TIRED. REALLY REALLY TIRED. SICK OF THIS KIND OF LIFE. NOW MY LIFE IS ONLY FILLED WITH HATRED. EVERYTHING IS FULL OF HATRED. I HATE EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD!!!!!!!

我要疯了




where were you when i needed you most

Sian sian sian sian sian.why are school days so sian. i dun have enough time to do everything. or at least thats how it seems. maybe u am wasting time. and i will hate myself for that. no time no time.not trying to slack here ok. i need something to 发泄 and to write down my thoughts. im using my tv time to blog ok. 一边看一边 blog. LOL. today waas a short day. cos ms ong is on mc. but that would mean we have to reschedule the lesson. hai. was late for marketing lecture cos there was a delay in med chem tut. tut ended early, but the common test guidelines dragged the session. dr phoon is sure funny. the guidelines are totally everything from the notes! LOL. there is also marketing ct guidelines. so lecture was very fast. lOL then suddenly there was a LOUD THUD. me and huiyan got a shock la. haha. 原来 is jovan's bottle like drop from the stairs above above. hahahaha. funny la. after marketing got pmt revesion lect. after that me n donnis went for lunch at north canteen. saw kunan. bet she was high whole day haha!

btw. i am NOT a good leader. and i hate myself for that too.



PS. 为什么每次我的好意都会被人家误会. what the.


Quote of the day:

不哭的人，不代表坚强
哭泣的人，不代表脆弱


saw this when wacthing tv. very meaningful.

mooks

ARGH. nyp library is always driving ppl crazy. or rather some stupid irritating disgusting kns ppl are driving ppl crazy. argh. we were doing our PMT project at 12.26 18 Nov 2008 when suddenly got 1 stupid hippopotamus is like screaming at us across 2 tables telling us this is a library and tell us to keep quiet. so mean lah. june suggested her to go to a discussion room. yah la. wah piang. level 4 is meant for discussion one right. stupid fat ass ugly shit. argh. crazy cow.

&


THANKS THANKS THANKS. june got a pack of sweets on the table. and the librarian came and saw and thought its mine and nearly got a scolding thanks. and nobody is interested in steeping forward and 澄清 . thanks alot. what is this world coming to.

some randoms...


my sis is really sick in the mind.

mum: what flavour maggie mee you wan?
sis: blueberry


......


?!?!?! LOL

1st of all, i shall congratulate myself for breaking a 100ml beaker today. i have nv broke an apparatus in my life sia. or not that i can rmb. argh. i shall admit that im SAD lah. i just tapped the measuring cylinder on the beaker so that al liquid can come out what... and it broke. omg. and it was because we have not enough time to do the preps. not that im trying to create an excuse for myself. but ask the class. its true la. and 2nd thing. congratulations to us. just reveived an email from cheryl saying that Mr Kelvin wants us to do 1 hour of LAB CLEANING. omg. yes. cos he is not happy with our lab tachniques. yes. see the lab before and after pract anyone will fume up. cos the ingredients would be all over the table. and 1 million spatulas lying around with bottles uncapped after use. and powder would be all over the weighing scale. yes. there is really something wrong with our lab techniques. but wait. we have only 3 hours to do 2 preps. yes sound fair. more than enough time. PROVIDED that everyone is provided with their own set or equipments + our OWN weighing scales. then we can practice our lab techniques huh slow and steady. and we would not be late for medchem lect. but unfortunately, the whole class of 25 students has to share 4 weighing scales. and each pract has around 5 ingredients to be weighed. where to time to slowly touch here touch there. everyone is rushing like siao. of cos 手忙脚乱. machiam kan chiong spider. of cos messy la. where got time to slowly take and put nice nice etc etc. argh, again not trying to create excuses for myself. really. lab techniques sucks. but all those mentioned above plays a part one right?


This post is solely meant as 发牢骚 only.


Its a sad day cos i broke a beaker ! argh.

im hungry again
but i feel like vomitting
my gastic is churning
and im dying


by: The Poet

Has been super super super super super super busy....been real fed-up with everything. cant seem to get anything right. temper is getting worse. sign of aging. so forgive me if i anyhow scold ppl. very pekcek with everything. hardly ever have time to finish work on hand and more work is piling up.....i can hardly breathe LAH. about 1 million projects, tests, practical tests, and my JLPT all falls on WEEK 8. i wished week 8 would be 世界末日. jk. and seriously i dun have any confidence in passing my jap. grrr. and tests!!! omg omg omg. im gg crazy. grrr. i need help!!! esp jap!!! i need JOVAN!!!!! ('s brain/help) . just kidding. whatever. i am super STRESSSSS.



Recently our class got 内讧...ms yong has alr picked the groupings for medmicro. but still i think the root of the problem isnt solved. no use treating only the sypmtoms right. but maybe they have already sat down and have a talk. whatever. and khairul is damm funny la. debating about tau huay with dionis. super funny. hahahaha. can laugh till siao one la.

ok briefly write down what has happened over the last 150 days.

7 Nov 08

Went to AMK hub with dionis and huiyan to hunt for kway chap. finally found 1. then had desert. yum. Today no jap. cos sensei had sth on. so went home n sleep. LOL.

8 Nov 08

No need work today. so slack at home. then went to godma house.

9 Nov 08

Had to work today. 10 to 4. was ok la. but only me alone. so brought homework there and do. saw a freaking cockroach and there was no one else there. so i have to pretend to be brave. tried to scream as softly as i can. LOL. and i cant find the insecticide. in the end found it. walao. afternoon mum brought century egg porridge for me. yum yum

11 Nov 08

OMG june was bragging about her $9 water bottle when suddenly when we reached the tutprial room, she realised her bag flooded. omg really lor and we were airing all her stuffs in the tut room and fanning them like satay....and her mims kiam chai liao. LOL. and dionis shoe came off and she had to buy glue to stick. LOL.

12 Nov 08

Went to CPT lab for PMT today. was the encapsulating lab. went there to do sieve analysis. very fun.

and then hor, outside got a table where there is food for the sec sch studs so we went to see see then 1 stupid idiot accuse us of eating it. wahpiang. like i no money to buy. whatever.

13 Nov 08

Went to AMK hub with suhui, mag, ws to buy mun's bdae present

14 Nov 08

Celebrated mun's bdae with szehuey, suhui, mag, ws, yx. went to breeks to eat.

15 Nov 08

Had jap today. Sensei decided to extend the lesson. so it was until 2. marathon for 5 hours. i literally wanted to close my eyes alr. then met donnis to walk walk. had to meet her 1 hr later. then met mh, june, pq,hy, pf to do pharm pract pract. went to orchard de pharmacies. total went Paragon's, Taka's, Lucky Plaza's, Centrepoint's ETC ETC. and the pharmacist at Taka guardian look like SinKeong. hahaha. voice was very much alike also. i couldnt help laughing. after that went for dinner at cineleisure with june, me. donnis and pq. then after that me and donnis went shop shop. got num vouchers. donnis was super pissed off cos she din get them. anyway wanted to buy shoes at far east but din bring money. am gg to go next week. had to get that 2 pairs of shoes! yes.

16 Nov 08

Went to northpoint to watch Madagascar with mummy and sis. great show. worth watching. then went to eat dinner at a japanese foodcourt. very cool. food was nice too. ambience not bad. but have to wait for seats like siao literally.



PS. photos another time LAH. (: sayonara

i have not been blogging for 3 trillion years. yes. have been super busy. and i am freaking stressed-up. cos im too dumb. HAIS. & everything i have learnt (and forgotten) is coming back to haunt me. and anyway. projects are coming up, tests too. all due in week 8. super loads of projects. like for every module. and pract tests is gg to be deep shit. ++ heng heng my JLPT also happened to be in that week. omg. week 8 is gonna be a killer week. sometimes i really feel like giving up. but i know i cant. yes so i will try my best to persevere. right now my mind only has 2 things. that is to PASS MY JLPT! and to do well in exams. thats all. nothing else matters.


Ok. see what has happened over the past few days....



30 Oct 08


Met meihua, donnis, june, peiqi, huiyan to discuss PMT report. the one on API. 1st thing in the wee morning kenna kaobei by the librarian. cos we were discussing TOO LOUDLY. early in the morning no one in library of cos seem very loud lor. try coming in then afternoon. i dun think anyone can hear themself. anyway i think it was the group at the table behind who complained abt us. grrrrr. so mean, u wan quite then go Level 5 lor. or book a room. or better still go cemetry lor. so mean. grrr. and we tried debating with the librarian. she insisted that we book a room RIGHT NOW IMMEDIATELY. lol. going fot lect alr book what shit luh. GRRR. all of us was like super hot. esp june. haha. grr. then afternoon after school me n donnis stayed back to do homework. so we BOOKED A ROOM. yea and found out it was occupied. so we waited till it was our time. and the BOYS inside like wan to FIGHT. walao. asshole. donnis was super pissed off. i think she nearly got into a fight with them jk. anyway we were also complaining that that the room was very smelly. LOL. and we were like blasting hokkien songs in the room. LOL. but got do work k. haha.

What i have learnt today:
we are always getting into trouble with the library.




31 0ct 08


HAPPY HALLOWEENS (:

(i wish junwei happy birthday too.)

1 Nov 08 万圣节


Yah...Jap as usual.... =.=



2 Nov 08


Went out with mum and sis to shop for sis's volleyball she has been wanting for ages. she aspires to be a national player. ya. just kidding..lol. then mummy bought sandals and pants for me. shuan bian went to the pharmacy to do some of my phpract practical. after that went for dinner at Chong Pang. yumyum.

3 Nov 08

Nothing special happen today. school as usual...except that marketing lecture we have to sit right at the front. cos somehow our seats disappeared.....



4 Nov 08

Mr Kelvin finally broke a spatula-spreader-spoon in 15 years. congratulations! i finally understand something in medchem. lol. but still need to revise lasy year's organic chem. =.=

this spacer, for asthmatic kids has got bears on it. so cute.

5 Nov 08


No school today! Has got an NE activity. Visit to BMTC in Tekong. (Basic Military Training Centre). yeah very cool. but first thing in the morning went to Toa Pa Yoh pharmacies to research for pharm pract pract. again. yes. met huiyan, donnis, meihua, june, peiqi, irene, prifang. and i think PS students are very irritating. haha. the pharmacies are pissed off with us. they say its an offence to do research unless we get permission from the HQ. but u all keep din get back to us wad. ass. i think PS course will be banned. LOL. anyway went for lunch, was like rushing. cos gg to be late alr. and june n gang bought tidbits like going picnic. haha. i bought my fave soya bean =) reached school was like everyone waiting for us. haha. we went to Changi Ferry Terminal to board the ferry to Tekong. so cool. i ate my motion sickness pill just in case. and the ferry was like rocking like siao. poor huiyan must have felt super awful. anyway at the BMTC its like SO COOL. very pretty like a resort. nicer than my house haha. i dun mind staying there LOR. =) hmm 1st we had a talk at the auditorium. look very much like nyp's. the speaker was shuai one lor. watched a very 感动 video with a very cute song. and got 1 armian is shuai like siao !!!!! omg. LOL. then after that went to look at the armian's bunks. also very nice. i really dun mind staying there. very neat also. neat like siao. 1 hundred milion trillion times neater than my home. then after that went to somewhere to look at the food the eat. very cute. in green packets one. we also get to sample some. brought home for 纪念. 有钱都卖不到 ok. after that went to the obstacle course place to see see. very cool. i think i need a year to complete. and an armian is super zai with the different "stations". sinkeong was saboh-ed by mr kelvin to do pull-ups. omg. he did ard 13. not bad. i think i can do 0. =) then after that we went to the place where armians practice their marksmanship. with rifles! very cool. i wan to be a 神射手. =.= lastly we were brought to an LT to look at the equipment armians have. there speaker was like shuai until can faint =)) and the things were very interesting too. overall, this trip make me feel like joining army wahahaha. too many 帅 people. i wan to stay there forever. im moving to Tekong ! ((: cant take pictures, too bad. sadded.







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