Real real busy nowadays. i realise i always update my blog once in a BLUE MOON.


i shall begin from here.



14 May 09

Pharm analysis meeting. met nel for lunch. saw jovan and frens. after lunch nel accompanied me change my ez-link card. i dun like the new card. lols. after tt met up with nicole n meihua for pharm analysis




15 May 09

Random

Lunched at koufu. ate hokkien noodles.

Auntie: 你要黑还是白？
Me n dionis: 一个黑一个白
Auntie: 不要这样leh 这样我很麻烦leh.
.....then u ask me for wad?




16 May 09

Some green colour bug went into my keyboard. and in an attempt to get it out. i broke the 'F' key on my keyboard. wtf.




18 May 09

Stayed back in school to do some slides for CS presentation. damm sian. test coming. argh.



19 May 09

Went to see the blue light at IT block there. took some pictures. the night scene in NYP is very nice. emo. lol




20 May 09

After school went to cafe at khatib cc to study pharmaco with nel n eve. randomly saw a group of aunties dancing supposingly line dance. remembered a particular auntie cao enthu. cant help stopping to watch. and we randomly saw a huge rat. omg. and there are lizards too. scary



21 May 09

Met nel and eve in the morning to study. i am late for an hour cos im damm tired. they wanted to tao me into saying who is he. LOLS. pharm analysis meeting after tt. i am damm scared of pharmaco test. urgh. ebm is funny because the teacher is sort of leng chang. and i think i am funnier cos i was crapping the teacher. maybe. pharmacotherapy is also funny. the whole class is super high when it comes to shitty business. :D




22 May 09

pharmaco test. i must do well. scary. saw sensei in the lift. and next door from out tut room. misses jap. =/




25 May 09

Happy birthday to szehuey. :D

as well as PeiFen

AS WELL AS MR NGOH in WRS. LOLLLLL






26 May 09



OH MY GOD. today im super super super ultra late. i was late for 45 mins. reason was i actually pressed against my hp and the alarm din ring. omg.

Aseptic is very fun. did syringing. :D





27 May 09




met up with nicole meihua and janella at pharmacy to do ppp. suprisingly saw other groups as well. whole pharmacy conquered by ps studs. funny. then dabao to eat in class. funny.



28 May 09

Morning went jogging with janella and evelyn. nel fell down in an attempt in doing the standing broad jump. so kelian. then bathed in school. used strawberry shower foam on my hair. funny. had lesson after that. on the way saw nel and eve's graduating friend. took pictures. LOL. after school stayed back.



29 May 2009

Pharm analysis was fun. i am a pro at pipetting. jk. i have potential to be a forensic scientist!!!!! haha!



30 May 09

saturdays means work again. very tired. went home to do hw. then sleep. lol



31 May 09

Went to amk walk walk with family. wanted to collect dionis poster for her. but its still not here yet. angry. wanted to buy a pair of shoes but no more sizes. sadded. gonna hunt for it. Went to Sakura restaurant at Yio Chu Kang to celebrate sis birthday. not the nyonya thing. but had buffet. quite nice. but damm damm full!!!!! haha!

i must learn. learn to be smart. do the right things at the right time.

just a random post of a collection of poems that very well decribes how im feeling now...

You Were My Everything

You were my everything;
Now you’re gone.
I don’t have the strength
To carry on.

Skies always seemed sunny
When you were here;
Now there’s nothing but gloom
In my atmosphere.

I loved you so much;
You were all I had;
Now my whole world
Is depressing and sad.

I’d like to start feeling
Other than blue,
But you were my everything,
What can I do?





Now That You’re Gone

Now that you’re gone, I realize
How much you meant to me.
My loss is wide as a starless night sky,
And deep as a stormy sea.

I miss the comfort of your sweet love,
Your absolute devotion;
Now I’m a fountain of endless tears,
A pool of sad emotion.

They tell me I should move on with life,
That time will heal my pain;
I smile and nod and agree with them,
While I slowly go insane.




If Only

If only I had done the things
That keep true love alive,
I wouldn’t have to acknowledge now
That our love cannot survive.

If only I had described to you
The joy you brought to me,
Instead of bringing you complaints,
You wouldn’t have set me free.

If I had touched you, kissed you, Love,
If I had loved you stronger,
If I had appreciated you,
We would have lasted longer.

If I had often said to you,
"It’s you whom I adore,
"Perhaps you’d still be with me now,
If I had told you more.

If only I had treated you
As if we were best friends,
I wouldn’t be alone in grief,
As our faded love finally ends.

If only I didn’t have to say,
"If only, my love, if only,
"I wouldn’t be all by myself
So sorry, sad and lonely.



By Joanna Fuchs

i screwed up again. i always do the wrong things at the wrong time. why do i always do things without thinking, only to regret seconds. later. i hate myself. really.

wish me dead.

:(

With out a thought to spare.
My life seems incomplete,
since you left me in despair.
I'm tangled up in you,
With the thoughts of our past,
I try not to reminisce
but my mind moves to fast.
In my dreams I am lost in your eyes.
I'm swallowed by your smile.
I'm tortured by your lies.
I'm tangled up in you.
Whatever you have done?
What spell have you cast?
What game have you won?
I'm tangled up in you.
Reminded of your laughter
Not to have forgotten your silence
My heart broken with your slander.
I'm tangled up in you.
Warmed by your kisses
Missing your skilled touch
Casting pennies while making silent wishes.
I'm tangled up in you.
Longing for your return.
Your fingers laces in between mine.
When will I ever learn?
I'm tangled up in you.
But you have since forgotten.
My posts never answered.
Your heart is not wanting
I'm tangled up in you.
Dreaming of our future
Even though you're just my memory.
My heart still tortured...


© By Maria S. Adragna

16/17 MAY 2009


MY LIFE IS RUINED


THANK YOU

im having a splitting headache now. like totally. been like this since whole afternoon. kns. and work tomorrow at 8.30 am. double kns. and works' piling up. triple kns.

(just gotten better from a massive tummyache. been in pain for 1 whole week)

just popped paracetamol. i cant swallow paracetamol. too big. they should make it IV/IM/SC. maybe i'll try aspirin another time.

like totally!!!!

justin soh's making me used to this word. like totally. thanks to him. :D
(ps i cant get his slang right)

and im trying to keep my eyes open and head working to complete pty tut. knn.


i realise no one reads my blog. :( totally



HEADACHE.

the weather recently''s real bad. too hot. before i die from swine/H1NI flu, i would have died from the heat. speaking of H1N1. theres a new case in malaysia. we are getting it in no time. sooner or later. with the fact that we are so near each other. this is like totally?

i am famous. no, notorius would be a better word. :D because i am always doing some stupid stuff in class. i think i like it. duh. eg. letting justin hairstyling my hair. and me tying it in the funniest way etc. even ms ong thinks its funny. maybe. and soon i'll be famous all over facebook with my candid shots posted. :DD

the word of the way is hai sim. as in sea cucumber. because:

Justin: 我的开心变成我的不开心...
June: HUH?! 我的开心变成 hai sim?

ROFL. totally funny.

back to seriousness. morning met up with meihua, nicole and janella to do pharm pract practicals at amk pharmacies. went to polyclinic as well. the workers there have already gowned up. and temperature has to be taken as well. the whoever tried to take my temp with the forehead i think infrared thing one. and it turned out high. FUNNY. then took the ear one was normal. heng. i think i was swaeting like siao therefore causing the inaccuracy in the device. haha. the person even wiped my sweat for me. lols. after that went back to school to look for Dr Henry to get out HPLC results. our results are 2nd last best in class. FUNNY. after that pharmacology lecture by miss ong. the projector is taking hell long to start up properly. and the notes is damm black. annoying as some of the words are missing in action. so we have to write. and its white on black. luckily i have my white pen with me. so i began helping everyone write the title. like its my autograph session. :))) yeaps. and during the break was playing hairstyling. duh. everyone agrees that justin should change profession. haha! after class stayed back to discuss ppp. then went to amk hub with dionis cos she need to get stationeries. 2nd time of the day there. finally ate my chua bing. nice but ex. and there was a new jap food store. ate the scallop. sumos' tastes better definitely. sadly it was their failed attempt at trying to copy tori q. anyway. yeah. and dionis tan bought Mr Rain's CD. and the supposed-to-have-poster-that-comes-along-with-the-cd is finished. so no choice. sadded. then went to popular and cd rama and realised that they HAVE the poster. angry. so went back to debate with the person as she wants to get it from cd rama instead. well in the end the shop got the poster from another outlet lah. so collecting it on monday. im not going to go with her. lol jk. and i finally found the song that i wanted from the 意难忘2 CD ive been looking for for ages. lols.......

its a long post. but im not done yet.

went to the dentists' at night cos i suspected there is something wrong with my tooth. :D it costed a whole $50 buck.

bought bread at a bakery. shop was small and squeezy. so my tray touched the back of a standing-in-the-middle-of-a-damm-crowded-store-not-doing-anything AUNTIE. except wating for her darned waffle at the wrong place. and she turned around and stared at me like i owed her a million. and she evern did the action of "cleaning her back" like the tray got swine virus!!! wtf. SIAO.





PS no. 1: i am super addicted to garlic bread recently.

PS no. 2: i really hope Mas Selamat turns over a new leaf. :)

small fonted as im afraid i might get killed over this statement.



YEAH. OYASUMINASAI :D

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/viewContent.jsp?id=70089

I AM ANGRY.

its not that im very free, blogging now at this point of time when i've got a million tasks on hand to complete. but i need to get this off me.

THEY DID NOT TELL ME

& thank you VERY MUCH

maybe its my fault, which it usually is. i dunno.i just hate myself. and every bloody else things.

i dun care anymore

FUCK

Your Chinese zodiac is 7, year of Horse and you are born on Tuesday.



Personality : People born in the Year of the Horse are popular. They are cheerful, skillful with money, and perceptive, although they sometimes talk too much. The are wise, talented, good with their hands, and sometimes have a weakness for members of the opposite sex. They are impatient and hot-blooded about everything except their daily work. They like entertainment and large crowds. They are very independent and rarely listen to advice. They are most compatible with Tigers, Dogs, and Sheep.

MAY 2009


1 May 09

HAPPY LABOUR DAY !!!

No school today.



2 May 09


WORK WORK WORK ~~~~~ i cant stand some stinking parents. urgh. 5 tight slaps for them



4 May 09

School today. reached school was stopped by security uard for temperature taking. but afraid going to be late. so slipped away and went by level 1. oops. after lesson stayed back to do comm skills. surprisingly we ended fast. so me and dionis went orchard walk walk. lols. drank bubble tea. had brainfreeze. i tot i was going to die. bought a skirt for presentation. after that went dinner. ate noddles at foodcourt. nice. was searching up and down for hand sanitizer. saw clement at watsons. bought aunt annes home.



5 May 09

Need to take temperature. have to get a sticker at the audi. Had class till 9pm. gossiped on the way home. continued with eve and lionel on train. lols. bad bad. having stomachache for like the WHOLE DAY. urghs.

oh ya. i found hand sanitizer at my house downstair surprisingly with an island wide out of stock. due to swine flu. so immediately grabbed 6 bottles. lols buy for everyone. kiasu.
randoms: the auntie selling was like : "oh u buy for u children ah?"
WTF?!
she is the first person in history to indirectly say i look old. whatever. siao



7 May 09

Celebrated the april and may babies birthday. janella (dearest class rep) sponsored us an awfully chocolate cake. so good of her... :D has pastries from ritz. yum yum. all lecturers joined us also.had lots of fun. was so playing with the food especially the chocolate cake. (me and a few others) haha. its my forte to play with food. like grinding them in my mouth. lols. and the birthday babies had to do a duck walk. so cute. food was delicious. and our class is in love with the birthday. we would like "happy birthday to you ~~ " every 5 minutes. esp sinkeong. i think he repeated the song 300 times. haha!




8 May 09
Went to new york new york for janella's birthday lunch :D me huiyan dionis janella evelyn felyssia shiping peishan. had fun. sp n nel ordered a super huge plate of meat. yea, meat. all sorts of meat. me n d ordered fish n chips. the fnc is quite nice. but i still like my fish n co more. and manhattan's. yum yum.
BTW mas selemat is arrested. then we began talking about terrorism. lols. i have very good idea, and evelyn decided to rope in. i cant say my idea here, i might get arrested or something. then realised there were SAF ppl sitting near us. LOLS. after that walk walk. then went back to school for lessons.
we are suppose to do everything overselves for pharm analysis pract. which means no lab manual. we have to create our own. lols. and we did like 5 milllion times wrong. haha. im officially the stock holder and labeller. haha. but i think pharm analysis labs are fun !!!
after that went to amk to buy clothes for the stinking presentation with dionis. was walking like siao but couldnt find cheap and nice ones. angry. managed to buy a not bad one at coax. quite cheap cos got discount. better than nothing. dionis bought bag. wanted a pair of shoes but dun have liao. might as well, so i dun have to decide which one to buy. tried on the shoes in mondo for 800 times. my feet is too troublesome. they do not have a size smaller alr. so tt shoe sort of kept slipping out. mines too loose and dionis too tight. we are real troublesome. but the shopkeeper is real nice. kudos to her. after buying our heels. went home
reach home and realised we took each other stuff home. so i cant try it on. lols. dionis took my blouse and heels home while i took hers home. damm funny. =s



9 May 09

HAPPY VESAK DAY !!!

Went to godma house for celebration. lols. had fun !!!

PS. 爱就宅一起 is nice. MARS MARS MARS MARS MARS

25 April 09

Work as usual again. unknowingy had to replace p5/6 creative writing. heng 2 students only. topic was swimming. or rather drowning. lols. was chatting with them whole they were writing. the are super creative lah. well this is creative writing. anyway, baby is soooo cute!! she was playing with my handphone. and i was playing lullaby and meow on my hp. she loves the monnie mouse wallpaper on my hp. super cute. but so sad. after tt i had to go for class. and she went to look for my in the class. so cuuuutttteeeee!!! :D

randoms: after work was walking home when passed by a shop selling clothes. a mom was buying clothes for her daughter and they were discussing about her build when suddenly the mom

" *pointing at me* there! liddat lor! 12 years old. "


faints



28 April 09

EBM is driving me nuts !! :)))))))