i cried myself to sleep yesterday. because it hurts too much.
i quiver at the thought of it.
they say time heals all wounds. i shall wait and see.
he can no longer hurt me. because i can no longer feel anything.
leave me alone. i just want to hide in a corner and cry.
i'm so tired of pretending...
i'm tired. let me go.
the end.
Dearest Angels,
Please watch over him, and bless him with happiness.
I will be happy as long as he is happy.
Yours truly,
Me
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Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Anyway NYP's break has been postponed. due to HINI. and common tests are likely to be postponed too. it should be a good thing. but i dun feel quite right about it. i would rather it starts at the original dates. NOT THAT i'm superbly well prepared.., but it seems like everything is cocked up. very sian. i dun like my life to be disrupted. well i'll just take things as it goes...we have to learn to adapt to sudden changes right?
very cute swine flu song. =) i love it LOADS (:
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Friday, June 19, 2009
not a very nice time to blog. but i am sooooooooooooooooooo stress now. common tests are just a week away. and i've screwed up pharmacotherapy test last week. i wish upon a million stars that i'll not get a zero for that. and i wish upon another million stars that i'll do well in this common test. because i cannot let anyone 看扁. grrrxx. and i'm so having a splitting headache. i realise paracetamol has placebo effect on me. anyway. i am going crazy. i hate making tough decisions at some point of time when im too busy to even breathe. this is so 烦. and i hate those ppl more for making things so complicated. should i or should i not. grrxx. and HE is making things worse but refusing to get out of my mind.
yes. the word is stress. =x
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Tuesday, June 16, 2009
2 June 09
Randoms:
Boy on mrt: " mummy touch my kuku bird! "
ROFL. i was quite dumbfolded. -.-//
anw, its very paiseh. june meihua peiqi abruptly entered ebm lecture. and Annemarie called them the 3 musketeers. due to the fact they were all wearing black at the same time.
another ROFL
cs presentation was ok lah. hopefully!
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1st June 2009
Happy Birthday to Sis!
>> nice cake ya (:
Stayed back in school to rehearse for tmr's cs presentation. we downloaded some funny songs. hy left early. me n dionis ended up sending pictures. lol :/ bought studd at atrium's John Little fair. lols.
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Tuesday, June 9, 2009
really not the time to blog. i should be studying for pharmacotherapy. but i cant take it anymore. i hate my life. life is a bloody big mistake. everything is not right. nothing seems to be going smoothly. everything i do goes wrong. i think everyone in the world hates me. i think even my friends. because none of them seems supportive of what i do. what are friends really for? i dunno. maybe just making use of each other. i think i am detestable. i dun make a good fren. and i dun have any.
end my life
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Name: Rui Yi ^^ Birthdate:4 Dec 1990
I love SUPER JUNIOR. I wish i can become best friends with them -.- I hope to migrate to Korea one day. I like SHINee too! I love watching Korean variety shows and laugh to myself. I want to be rich. I want to learn Hangul. I have a million wish waiting for them to come true. 理想 and 梦想 - I have to choose one. I wish I'll fufil both. FIGHTING!
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