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Super Show 3!!!!!!!!!

싱가포르에 오신 것을 환영합니다

I am going to the airport with dionis. Hope i can see them. I think i am going crazy. I think i AM crazy.

I am so nervous im gonna die.

OMG Onew! I only know onew ryeowook jonghyun kyuhyun LOL the rest i dunno -.-

Your spirit pulls me through, when nothing else will do.

I'm so busy !!! Busy with? Watching shows. LOL. But i have to blog lah.

OK.

Anyway, i saw baby's blog post. I have a habit of holding my ipod wherever i go. Even at work, i'll walk around checking emails with ipod. then i saw baby's fb message. and i saw the blog post. was very upset. was trying not to cry while checking EMR. i'll promise i will always try to be there if u would ever need me. in any case if u really need to talk, i'll be here. i'll wait for that courage to come. when it comes, i'll be there for you. Saranghae and take care.

The many reasons why i am always hesistating to go overseas to study is because i cant let go of anything and anyone here. i cant bear to leave my friends and family and everything here. yes i've always been mentioning im going australia. of course top reason why i don want to go is Super Junior. OK that sounds nonsensical. Seriously, i dislike the thought of going abroad for 4 years. it may seem only 4 years. but many things could happen in this 4 years. too bad. im too stupid to go into a local uni. blame yourself ruiyi.

Talking about Haem attachment. im really tired. i think i miss doing night, E duty, lunch at 2,3pm, unloading, ordering (lol), stocks... LOL.. but i'll perservere, ruiyi junior fighting. Anyway blood test results came out. Again, it was expected. it might be a good thing if i was ever kicked back to IP. no one ever told me what are the requirements to work in haem (if ever). no one asked me for medical condition. buddy asked me if i told hy. she didnt asked me. i mean, you dont go around telling people that ''hey i've got this weird blood disease?" or neither anyone does around introducing myself with my medical history? i dunno la. its always my fault. its even my fault that im born.

Went out with baby on friday, bought new year clothes and shoes. i didnt manage to get my red shoes, but nevermind, for dinner, we went to a traditional malaya cafe. im gonna eat there often cos it sells my fave food. and omg. i could never get out of HMV empty handed. bought another suju CD for $41. and i have exactly the same album. ask me why are there so much cds to bu. beats me. there like a trillion version i've yet to finish collecting. went to natures republic but didnt buy anything. cos i support etude house. phuahahaha. favourite stash of the day is the Rain's paper bag i got for baby. i think the shopkeeper wanted to kill me. haha. But seriously when i see the smile on baby's face, i am happy too. i hope going out has cheered her up a little. Don't forget our concert and Korea promise=)

However, a moment ago, looking at her blog, i know it hasnt really. haiz, tell me what can i do, really.

On a lighter note, Super Junior's concert is coming. I am soo nervous. -.- OK back to my show. blog again.

Aneyong

My parcel arrived! :)

#756 way to make me happy: Something appeared in the letter box and it's for me!
#757 way: And it's SUPER JUNIOR! :)


Anyway, time is running out! I know I've got to decide quick. But I still dunno which one to choose. :(
1) Panasonic Lumix DMCTZ10
2) Sony HX5V

I'm confused! :(

This song just came into my mind.

Thank u SJ for giving me support before i go into lab.

No one ever understands the stress I'm going through. I want psychotherapy with Siwon Donghae Leeteuk LeeMinHo, all SJ members... :(

Its kinda depressing when a good friend is sad. Naturally, i worry and feel sad too. Its also depressing when you dont know what is wrong. And theres no one to tell you whats wrong either. I really wish i am that kind of friend where a friend will pour her sorrows to me. Unfortunately Ruiyi, you are not that kind of friend. Anyway baby cheer up cos i'll always be with u and im always here when u need to talk.

조심하세요 Friend

Its been a hectic week. Life has been happening (in a wrong way)

Maybe i should start from last saturday...

8 Jan 11

Its a saturday. YES. And i have to work. but today is damm sian. Morning went to school. As in NYP for open house with peifang dionis june peiqi meihua xinhui. I must admit i really miss school. Because i don have a chance to study now, gg back to school makes me really miss mugging and exams. ok slap my face. After that went with dionis tan to look for her 2pm CD. haha! had popeyes. i like. then rushed to work. thank God it wasnt very busy. after that rushed down to Dr Ong's place for a gathering. Shuying got me SJ calendar and Kim Hyun Joong book and Jeju chocolate FLOWN IN FROM KOREA IN THE MIDST OF THE SNOW. =) Thanks girl.

9 Jan 11

Went out with baby. Went to many places. Repaired my watch. Look for CDs and look for CDs and look for CDs. hahaha. walk around orchard and city hall. went to survey for cameras. had hans and just acia. haha. FUN DAY OUT =)

10 Jan 11

Its my 1st day of training at Haematology Pharmacy. Excited yet nervous. I hope nothing goes wrong. There is something wrong with me today.
After that met YJQ for dinner. Birthday dinner? And to pass him some stuff la. I got SJ magazine again. =)

11 Jan 11

Hazirah went to haem to look for me after work. then went to 313 to look for CDs. This time its her, not me. I bought SHINee's CDs anyway. KILL ME.

Have been going out with people who stays in Pasir Ris 3 days consecutively.

12 Jan 11 - 14 Jan 11

WORK WORK WORK WORK
WORKHAHOLIC LOVERHOLIC ROBOTRONIC

15 Jan 11

SJ Calendar =)

16 Jan 11
Met ah ma, ah yi and mum after work. Then went to Singapore Flyer's with Uncle, Aunt, Grandparents and cousins. It was fun =) Had supper. Im fat!

17 Jan 11
Its nice not having to work. Did housekeeping. My rom is sparkling clean now. Means more room for SJ stuff. Not forgetting Hello Kitty and maybe abit of SHINee. RUIYI SHUT UP. Mum asked me what curtain i want. Plain or picture? Told her picture. Then she asked me what picture. Next thing i knew i just took out my SJ magazine and said this. She nearly threw flour at me i guess. =) Then helped a bit with baking. I think i cant bake to save my life. Went to sleep shortly.

I really appreciate the little rest i get amidst this hectic life. =)

Favourite =)

I cant believe this is the first time im watching Lucifer MV

Dionis Tan, this MV is scary lor

I spent my New Year's Eve working. After that I visited hazirah's cat at the clinic. I hope he gets well soon. Met up with kak huda, buddy and Dona at Bali Thai for a meal. Then I went home and sleep.

New Year's Day i didn't have to work. It's kinda miraculous when I say I don't have to work. I didn't realise I've been working quite abit. My friends were like, "when do u not have to work? It's so hard to ask u out!" ermm. When I win lottery and become a millionaire. But no matter how hard I work, money is never enough :(

I was wondering, what if one day, I lost touch with all my friends? Eg I am always the last one to know of any news... Hmmm.

Anw, went to orchard with suhui. Met her at Cwp and I bough SJ concert DVD -.- okay. I couldn't find the books I wanted at orchard, so it was quite a wasted trip. Raining somemore. Felt bad. I hope suhui doesn't feel like killing me! Haha. Jk. After that met up with weishan yixin n mag for dinner at yishun. The last time I went there, I forgotten if I was that time. Shall not reminisce about it la. After that me n yx went to ws house for awhile :)

Post new year! I had to work Sunday. Was super sleepy and cursing myself while crawling out of bed like why the hell did I buy duty. But thinking of the money, aiya, what to do... :( poor girl what.

This Sunday was not bad! Because the PTa are pro! Haha. Pharmacists are good also. But I had cramps the whole day. It was excruciating painful. The first time ever in my life. I could barely stand. And I nearly died. And rip open the CD cupboard for morphine lol. And luckily it wasn't busy so I sat down for a while.. Was so painful that I felt damm sleepy. Had no choice but to pop mefenamic acid and famotidine. But it took the drug 2 hours to work. Thanks.
Then went to Manhattan with haz and Cheryl Lim (great team of the day and thank God I felt better). :)

My mum was baking Chinese New Year cookies when I got home. Isn't it a bit too early? Lol! But seriously it's not bad. Lol. I'm so tired I can die. Gotta sleep. With a million things undone! Argh I hate myself!

I admit that i feel sad that SJ did not win the Daesang. Because Bonamana is the highest! Watching the award is still alright. But looking through the other footages on Youtube about not winning the award, i admit i had tears in my eyes =( i dont want to watch anymore because crying on New Year's day is a no-no =(

Its not fair, please do something about it. Give it back!! ='(

SUPER JUNIOR!! =(

AHH. Eunhyuk is so cool.. And didnt anyone realise that Super Junior's performance is different from the rest? The have fire (-.-''), they have the big big SUPER JUNIOR logo on the stage. =) My BFs!!! Woots. And they should have the Daesang! ARGH. I think baby agrees with me =)

I was watching the award with my mum and i was really amused when she says that Leeteuk is handsome. haha! and she tells my aunt that i like all of them even the fat one. haha.

SJ FIGHTING!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

HAPPY 2011 =)

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO SJ !

새해복 많이 받으세요 =)

New Year ~ New blog skin =)

Just watched the 2010 Golden Disk Award. I already know about the results but watching it live is more sad.
=(

The Disk Daesang was meant for SJ. This is not comments from a SJ-biased person. Read comments and reviews online. It wasnt...fair.... =( I feel sad for my boyfriends.

ARGH can i cry! Give me back the Daesang!