time check 5.30p,

its time to go home. and before i dop that, i've got someething to say..


ITS NO USE no matter how much effort i put in because no one can ever see...


girl, u really need to grow up, this is life.


sad right?

ok! i promise from now on i'll only blog about happier stuff yea... =)

did i tell you i've started work at sgh? and im happy to be at inpatient pcy =))

okie summary of what i've done over the weeks..



17 april 10 - Saturday

last time during attachment, i dun have to work on saturdays, now, sian. but gotta work in tuition centre so lppl la. lol. and saturdays are always oh-so-busy!
but i just love the feeling of busi-ness. haha. anyways. after work went to a flea market with hazirah, cheryl loo, kang qi and wing yee. cheryl and kangqi went to settle some income tax stuff and me, hazirah and wingyee met them at suntec. before that, had teabreak at coffee and toast...the ham and cheese crossoint is super nice! and i suddenly remembered one incident ROFL

me: one set (whatever the set is i forgot alr)
auntie: 你要鸡蛋吗？(you want egg?)
me: yes ( in chinese)
hazirah (turning to me): WHY SHE SCOLD YOU 'chi dan' (鸡蛋)?

OMG OMG i nearly rolled on the floor dying from laughing. lol. i had a hard time explaining to her why is 'egg' used to scold ppl. hahaha.

anyways. then kq and cl somehow found us at HMV. after tt me and haz wanted to buy paper like literally purple colour to print our names to put on the wards board. has a hard time finding one and i nearly got killed because i thought we overshot the location and u-turned and realise i nv over shoot and walk back again. rofl. wanted to go to the flea market but drizzling, so walked ard suntec and marina first. queued for free candy floss. haha. after that proceed to the flea. but bustling with people. bought quite anumber of things. bought a bag, one cardigan, hair ribbon and bracelet. after that bought a polo tee with haz. haha. wing yee gotta left early, so me cl kq haz went to eat popeyes. yummmmmy~then home sweeet home. had a fun day out =D


19 April 10 - Monday

MONDAY BLUEZZZZZZZZZZZ
jiejie is back and im so happy =D
Wing Yee pang seh la. sick so nv come. haha. anw mum prepared some kueh for me for lunch. after that met her for during lunch time cos she brought grandpa for checkup...after that at night went to cwp to collect my spects :D



21 April 10 - Wednesday

I dunno why i was suddenly allocated to ward area, haha which means no early lunch. good! i like.i think having lunch at 12pm is a lil disgusting leh. lol. had lunch with jaslyn. saw siauhui and shu yee. then saw joanne and sixuan at coffee and toast. me jiejie joanne sixuan went to housemen to eat.

ps: i need to improve my typing! 不可以丢buddy的脸


22 April 10 - Thursday

Topped up w47. ver long nv top up liao. scared luan. and i dun even know if i've topped up that ward before. haha. had lunch with jiejie and da ge. i feel so bad because they have to wait for me to finish my food. and i didnt even finish in the end. and da ge is super assuring by saying africa people are so kelian. and it super helps when he insists 没有关系的! hahahahaha. i can roll on the floor lah. hahaha. wingyee had late lunch, so dabao for her. but i am so blur that if ky didnt remind me, she'd be lunch-less. oops. sotong.


23 April 10 - Friday

another day to get busy agian. had lunch with jiejie again. at coffee and toast. I HEREBY PROCLAIM: I FINISHED MY FOOD TODAY! hahahahaha. i want to tell ky. haha. went to ASC with cheryl loo. and bad la. made me dispense. i was like sweating cold sweat half way lor. hahahaha. but had fun la. haha. waited for jaslyn to end work. then after that went to orchard for dinner. was drizzling. took a bus there. on the bus, talked about alot of things, told her that sometimes forgetting everything really makes one feel happier. talking to her makes me feel better too. thank you jiejie :) btw something funny happened. jiejie just said not much rain. and half a millisecond later, it started pouring LITERALLY. roflmao. and i feel so bad because she is wet from sheltering me from the rain. because i never bring an umbrella out with me. gomenasai.. -.- super adventurous! but too bad the next day both of us nv take mc. hahaha. walked around taka and ion. bought beard papa and she bought her (i forgot what the muahchee looking thing is called). after that went to far east to eat. didnt managed to eat my japanese curry, but had dinner at a hk cafe. not bad la. but freaking full. oh did i mention we saw siauhui and weisi? haha. this world is soo small. haha. after that walked ard. jiejie bought a pair of shoes. and good news! i finally found the shopping centre that janice and i once went. but i cant seem to find urban write because i cant seem to find the shopping centre. -.- but super excited cos i found my urban write again! haha. jas bought pen. i wanted to buy but didnt. went to OG to buy cream for her sis. very nice sister :D had a super fun day with jiejie although it was short. whole day we were talking about MASKS and MAKE-UPs. hahahahahahaha, only you know i know la ok!? hahaha. i bought hello kitty stickers. haha. after that walked to plaza sing to take train and bus home. on the was screaming, complaining to each other about blah blah etc la. damm shiok. had fun jiu shi le la. hahah super funny. i really hope one day, our friendship will blossom into one that we have nothing we cant talk about, endless topics! haha i love jiejie! :D


24 April 10 - Saturday

had the complimentary breakfast with wingyee in the morning. extremely busy today. i had to top up 2 wards today, and a total of 8 big bags, jaslyn say buddy zui shuai le. yea i agree too. i dun wan to take trolley la. lols. reception was damm busy too. helped out at reception. after that went to vivo city to sent my hp for repair. walked ard then went to bugis to walk aroung. trying my best to kill time while waiting for gfs. very bored and my bag is super heavy. and my eyes are closing soon. had the urge to go back to hospital. lols. met suhui first, bought a pants/skirt. i like! so happy! lol. after that met up with szehuey weishan and mag, went for steamboat. and omg my hair and jacket smelled of steamboat! siao liao. very nice, and very full! lol long time nv meet them, happy to meet up, szehuey bought masks for us from taiwan. very pretty, thanks alot gal. after that went to seiyu as mag has to buy a gift for her niece. quite last min and thankfully the shops arent closed. train ride home was also very funny because i kept complaining about the people in front of us., i think i am suffering from serious pms. hahaha. had fun in short!

muahahahahaha. i have got literally nothing to do here. or maybe there should be better things to do but i am to. waiting for jiejie to return from haem to have dinner together. hmm maybe one day i can follow her to haem and practice my aseptic before it turns rusty huh. (btw my aseptic pract got highest hor -.-)

ok she is here im gonna zhao and continue tonight ROFLMAO

when its time to let go, i have to, isn't it?

i have been neglecting my blog. because i have been saying the same thing over and over again. and readers arent are sian reading them, i get sian typing them. anyway no one cares. no one bothers. sometimes, i just need someone to show abit more concern. WELL again who cares? perhaps some people used to care, but not now anymore. i dunno why sometimes everything can be this vulnerable. trust me, in order for it to come true, i really tried my best to think positively, so much so i am too tired. because sadness always oversomes happiness. and memories are like bubbles, very pretty, but they disappear in a blink of an eye.

somethings are so simple, yet complicated. i think human likes to complicate things and create problems for themselves. 24 hours is never enough, but time is created and controlled by man isnt it?

i happened to come across a quote; dont cry because its over, smile because it happened

yeah, but i cant smile because its over before it happened. but nonetheless, i am happy for everything that happened. it i could just pen down everything, it would be the best novel ever. but too bad, sometimes even technology doesnt want to help me. maybe God wants me to forget. BUT i swear, no way. these are the best memories in my life. i will continue to try to think positive and forget about the past bad experiences and close my eyes and Pray, i just hope this teeny wish of mine will come true.


anyway, i dunno why 半年前的事 到现我还可以为你担心...


like i have said a million times, i will do anything to make time go back to the past and stop there forever.

last but not least, i hope every decision i make is correct and i wish i will not regret. perhaps i am not noble enough. but i really have a selfish wish....