It has been 387400177849971627354905968729947 days since i last last posted on my blog. had had sooo much things to say, but just couldnt get myself to write about it. i think the reason is that i am simply too lazy. or rather some things.... i would rather not remind myself about it. but i know i have to. i have to write them down because be it sad or happy memories. i want to remember them. cos they are part of my memories. sounds contradicting, paradox, irony remembering sad things, but anyway...yah. and im sad that if should one day i suffer from dementia, which i suspect i am now because my stm is getting real bad, i can remember how my life was used to be. i think sad and emo most of the time. ok enough of crapping. im going to get to the main point. several things i wanna talk. too many things on my mind. be patient with me. cos i reckon i will be talking abt lots of lamey stuff.


Things i wanna talk about :


1) i passed my jap! wooooosh. the most heng thing that happened to me this year is passing my JLPT. really really really x 100000 surprised that i will pass. cos i tot it was no hope alr. and the only time i studied non stop till 5am in the morning is studying for jap. but 0% confidence. i cant believe i actually passed. yeah. anyway. congratulations to me. anyway i have to thank sensei also. oh ya. i think i have to thank jovan too. oh ya. hope he has forgotten about the abalone treat ya. -.-'' i will seriously consider whether to study for JLPT level 3 anot. -_-ll meanwhile. let me concentrate on my core subjects first ya =s


2) OMG. my end year results are a piece of shit. lols. although my GPA has gone up (by a little, but better than nothing), and has improved a little, it is still very lousy leh. no As. argh. i think im the worst in class :( i think i need a brain transplant. most probably siauhui's or cheryl's etc. ok anyway hope that it will continue rising ya. i swear i am going to work hard. anyway i think i ought to reflect a little. have i really work hard and done my best? argh. and several of my friends GPA are like 3.5 and above at least. mine's half la. -.- yeah and quite alot are d-listed. maybe if they consider last 10%, i might stand a chance ya. yes. i am soooo going to work hard next sem :D promise =x .......................................... no one understands the kind of stress im going through...


3) Worked at xerox for 4 days. supposingly 8 la. but cannot make it. so only 4. LOLS. working at xerox is very fun wor. yeahs. but too bad la dionis dun wanna go docuworld with me. wahahahahaha. and the food at tanjong pagar is very nice. and the working environment is very nice too. i dun mind attachment there. =s . and the bosses are nice too. im gonna miss them. =s i will be back :D


4) Some randoms: my qi sin sister is nuts. she suggested "fake blogging" to me. eg " i met a hot hunk at the siloso beach" etc. kisiao. i think there is something wrong with my sister. she was randomly telling my mother one day: " mummy, sis has got a new indian boyfriend" omg. thank you you huh. :D anywayssss my sis's friends says she looks like a hamster. but i think she looks more like centipede. =s speaking of hamsters. anyone who wants hamsters can come look for me. really :D


5) OH. i just came back from bangkok. with lots of stuff. not really alot. but quite alot. the things in bangkok are very cheap. and there's a shop in fareast that wants to 敲砸 me. i saw a pouch in bangkok selling at 20 baht. which is around 80 CENTS sing $$. but the shop was selling at $11.90. wahahahahahahahaha. shit you. i think its funny. =s and the shirts there are also very cheap. tank tops are selling at 20 baht each too (80cents) and my kisiao sis bought around 30? OMG. when she has like school everyday and has to wear uniform and doesnt have much chance to wear them. WAhahahahaha. =s and the food there are very nice also. i like the roadside stalls. hueylli nice wor! :D i've becoming a real pig -.-//


6) My ice cream phone gave up on me. and recently, my nokia died on me too. argh. this is so upsetting. i feel like killing myself. and the phone. urgh.



7) Sensei organised a sushi party on sunday. i would loved to go. but cant. cos i've got to go for go-red duty. =x



8) I am totally absorbed into watching HK dramas. i cant do a day without them. -.- just finished watching On The First Beat (学警出更). VERY NICE :D now watching 学警狙击. very nice too. very shuai. but i still like my matt-sir more <3>

MARCH '09


1 Mar 09

i nearly typed 29 Feb. LOL. anyway, went to chong pang to eat thai food with mummy daddy sissy n granny. yum yum *


2 Mar 09

OMG. JLPT results are out. and i dun wan to face the reality!


3 Mar 09

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4 Mar 09

met mum at novena... walk walk .


5 Mar 09

Went to Jurong Point with huiyan n dionis. dionis nearly killed me because its damm far from her house. lols. went to fish n co to eat. nice! then walk around. bought a super big bottle of coke to display at home. duh. i dun drink coke. damm heavy. then began searching for storybooks. went to library at jurong. then went to imm. bought some stuff...went home. =))


6 Mar 09

Got horror show on channel U. shutter. damm scary =s


7 Mar 09

Work....


8 Mar 09

WORK again! cos have to cover for ermm i think it was jing tong... i like ms seah so much cos i think she is a very good teacher...hmmm anyway then after that went to cwp with mum n sis to repair my spects. lols. then bought a huge teddy bear. not very huge but quite huge. lol.


9 Mar 09

nothing to do at home one lehhhh sianx


10 Mar 09

...


11 Mar 09

First day of work at Fuji Xerox. Second time working there. dionis's dad works there. so i got lobang. lols. will be doing the same thing again. so cool... (:
this time huiyan cant join us. so will be me, dionis and shiping working. felyssia will be taking over me afer i go oversea...
hmmm anway work starts at 10... we met 9.30 at tanjong pagar...then went up to HR for some admin stuff. then start work. The "bosses" are very good. Ian, Pauline and Yvonne.
Then lunch time went to eat at foodcourt. working at xerox is so fun ya!


12 Mar 09

WORK AGAIN (: cool!


13 Mar 09

Work again. after that went out with dionis. went to orchard and eat tori q. then bought beard papa. someone approached us wanted us to take a picture showing what we will look like at 60 years old, with or without smoking. damm paiseh. haha. then went over to far east. chatted over the beard papa. damm funny. took lots of pictures. including dionis's CANDID SHOTS. woo. will post it up asap ya!


14 Mar 09

Saturday = work


15 Mar 09

I FEEL TERRIBLE. i dun wish to face it.


16 Mar 09

Last day of work. very sad :( all good things must come to an end and one cannot have the best of both worlds. but haiz. still sad la. supposingly to work till friday. but cos im going thailand/bangkok, so i cant carry on and fel has to take over me. mum's business trip and she is bringing us along. there are 3 things i cant complete due to this trip. 1) work 2) tuition centre (serene has to cover me) 3) i cant go to the go-red briefing in school on friday. hais.
anyway. work as usual. Ian told us to come back at 1030 cos there are no seats available. haha!. lunch cant eat at all. lol. no appetite. i will learn to see open. and i will miss everyone there (:


17 Mar 09

Woke up very early to catch the flight. i hope i will enjoy this trip and stop worrying about other things. but i know it will be very hard. i love plane rides. and i wish one day i would be able to sit in the cockpit. lol. reached bangkok immediately went shopping. LOL. i got not enough money to spend. anw, i think i like ah gua(s) cos i think they are very 亲切. LOL. whatever. anyway received sms from siauhui saying she help me take my jap resullt slip in school. hopefully i passed...


18 Mar 09

BANGKOK
Mummy got meeting. so me n sis shop ourselves. anyway bangkok very familiar la. but my sis is better than me. im a direction-idiot ya.
Mummy's boss brought us for dinner. at SEAFOOD restaurant. u can guess that i am in super deep shit. cos i DO NOT take seafood. omg. so i ordered a plate of egg. and ate that only. omg. i have a phobia of seafood! anw, they are very kind la. haha (:


19 Mar 09

im still at bangkok. lol. and still buying things. lol. i love thai horror movies. so going to watch!


20 Mar 09

Today is the last day of work at xerox (not for me la duh) and there is go-red training. but i couldnt attend. sometimes i hate myself. very. siauhui said i passed my jap. i cannot believe it. received sensei sms about shushi party on sunday. couldnt go also cos got go-red event. urgh. sms sensei to confirm. and she called me and said i passed my jap. OMG. i cant believe i passed my jap. this is the best thing ever. lol. i seriously tot confirm fail one. i even depress for a week dun dare to face it n ask sensei. woo. heng!!! yeah!!!


21 Mar 09

Last day in bangkok. later going back. i miss my bed. and my laptop. and eveything. lol. anw did some last minute shopping. and i soooo love road-side stalls food. super yummmy (: the food on plane was nice. lol. i wan to sit inthe cockpit! cant believe my passport was used to buy liquor.i cant believe im 18. anyway ot i drink la. is we help ppl buy one. duh. was on time to watch ai jiu zhai yi qi. lol. and i gotta wake up early (nt very early) for tmr duty. urgh.


22 Mar 09

GO-RED @ Vivo City
Met meihua at sembawang. reach there early cos they need to brief me on the things to do. not alot of things actually. have to take ppl BP, do fat analysis etc. cool. :) not much ppl so not very busy. and we ended early. after that went to walk walk abit. then went home for dinner.

PS i cant believe huiyan is still in taiwan. urgh


23 Mar 09

NOTHING TO DO AT HOME EXCEPT WATCH SHOW EAT SLEEP WATCH TV SLACK. im turning into a BIG FAT PIG


24 Mar 09
same as above except i found time to blog (:




stay tuned for more ((:

Its been more than 2 weeks since i last blogged. because im sooo busy studying for my exams...really hope i can do well this time. i think i am really brainless....

16 Feb 09


#Medical Microbiology #

Med micro paper today. sounds pro huh. ya right. studied till i wanna faint for this paper. damm stress. overall i think the paper was ok la.


17 Feb 09


No paper today. study at home. woke up feeling very emo. cant even finish lunch....



18 Feb 09

# Pharmaceutical Manufacturing Technology #

PMT paper today. met huiyan at 10am. saw the lecturers at koufu. anw i ate udon but left more than half a bowl. lols. no appetite. somemore before exam very nervous. lol. overall the paper was ok la. hmmm. then binded my books. and me hy dionis went to play the new lift at block S there. lol boliao

ps i realise ramly burger stall really like tep. haha


19 Feb 09

Studying like siao for next day's marketing. damm nervous. i mean scared. cos din do well in last time's exam. and my marketing cmi. so this time must study real hard!!


20 Feb 09

# Marketing for Live Sciences 2 #

Marketing was ok. i hope so. lol. but i am still very fed-up with myself for still can forgetting even after studying for 4 times. LOL. ok i hope for the best. huiyan said she saw mooks wor. but i din see. too bad so sad. lol. anyway, i finally realise the meaning of 向左走向右走. yes. sadded. reach home damm no appetite. realise i was crying as i was listening to songs. haiz. crazy. time to study.


21 Feb 09

Sick again... =x


22 Feb 09

Study study study ! Medchem next day. OH MY GOD =X


23 Feb 09

# Medicinal Chemistry #

Met huiyan for breakfast/lunch? ate the breakfast set. but in the end vomitted all out. lols. i really cannot eat anything in the morning. or maybe i was too nervous. lol.

hmmm Med chem was ermm hopefully ok la. haha. saw jiahui. think at same sports hall but different sports ha.. she din see me anyway. lols.


24 Feb 09

Study pharm pract!!!


25 Feb 09

Study pharm pract!!!


26 Feb 09

# Pharmacy Practice 2 #

Last paper! cannot slack. pharm pract was ok. erm hopefully. at least better than last time. lols. had a "class meeting" LOLS. no actually is"PS Briefing" LOLS. whatever la. anw reach there they nearly finish liao. lol. then after that wrote down wishes for Ms Yong's present. actually the scrapbook was suppose to give Ms Chia one. but cant meet up with her to give her, so in the end give ms yong instead. lols can liddat one mehs. wahahaha. then paid my BREAKAGE FINES (: (: (: . wahahahaha. $3.80 for a beaker and class rod. almost everyone in my class kenna the "scholarship" no wonder we are known as PS070piang. wahahaha. after that went to amk hub with huiyan n dionis. ate sumo. yeahsss :DD then walk around. shop shop to kill time. lols. on the way was talking about horror stories. scary. dionis mentioned , a scene where a woman washing her hair, then touched "someone's" hand on her head. OH MY GOD. i was screaming on the streets. lols. then time to go le. so spent a very long time deciding where to go, what to do. (dionis n huiyan) cos it was RAINING VERY HEAVILY. and hjuiyan doesnt have an umbrella. and dionis meeting her fren later. very complicated. in the end, accompany alight at yck, then dionis take bus home while hy take next train home. 这种朋友...dim hou ah. haha. and i am very dumb. cos meet weishan they all come from admiralty, i go from amk. and i asked them to meeet me at yck. funny right. -.-//

anyway. went to bugis first with weishan, suhui, yixin, n mag. to celebrate weishan's belated birthday. szehuey in china, so couldnt meet us. met up with huiying at bugis. bought her presents. jeans and something. cool huh. my birthday not like so ex leh. JUST KIDDING. after that went to orchard. ate at hong kong restaurant.then all shopped with mag for harvard's present. after that went home...(:



27 Feb 09


At night went to godma house for dinner



28 Feb 09


Saturday...so of course have to work lor. then after that went to godma house for dinner

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