Wednesday, November 26, 2008
I HATE MY LIFE. I HATE EVERYTHING. I DUN KNOW WHY THINGS TURN OUT THIS WAY. I DUNNO WHAT IS HAPPENING. WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO PRETEND I AM HAPPY. LIFE IS NOT FAIR AT ALL. OTHER PEOPLE HAVE ALL THE THINGS IN THE WORLD. WHY CAN OTHER PEOPLE LIVE SO HAPPILY LIKE NOTHING IS EVER BOTHERING THEM. WHY ARENT EVERYONE THE SAME. I HATE THIS. I HATE PRETENDING TO SMILE. I HATE WEARING THIS STUPID MASK ON MY FACE. NO ONE EVER KNOWS THE TRUTH BEHIND THIS FAKE MASK. THE MASK THAT IS ALWAYS PUTTING ON A HAPPY FRONT. I AM SO GETTING SICK OF ALL THESE. EVERYTHING. NOTHING IS PERFECT. BUT I AM THE PERFECT IMPERFECTNESS. I DUN UNDERSTAND WHY IS EVERYTHING LIKE THIS. I AM SICK OF PRETENDING. I AM NOT HAPPY AT ALL. I AM TIRED. REALLY REALLY TIRED. SICK OF THIS KIND OF LIFE. NOW MY LIFE IS ONLY FILLED WITH HATRED. EVERYTHING IS FULL OF HATRED. I HATE EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD!!!!!!!
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