It has been 387400177849971627354905968729947 days since i last last posted on my blog. had had sooo much things to say, but just couldnt get myself to write about it. i think the reason is that i am simply too lazy. or rather some things.... i would rather not remind myself about it. but i know i have to. i have to write them down because be it sad or happy memories. i want to remember them. cos they are part of my memories. sounds contradicting, paradox, irony remembering sad things, but anyway...yah. and im sad that if should one day i suffer from dementia, which i suspect i am now because my stm is getting real bad, i can remember how my life was used to be. i think sad and emo most of the time. ok enough of crapping. im going to get to the main point. several things i wanna talk. too many things on my mind. be patient with me. cos i reckon i will be talking abt lots of lamey stuff.


Things i wanna talk about :


1) i passed my jap! wooooosh. the most heng thing that happened to me this year is passing my JLPT. really really really x 100000 surprised that i will pass. cos i tot it was no hope alr. and the only time i studied non stop till 5am in the morning is studying for jap. but 0% confidence. i cant believe i actually passed. yeah. anyway. congratulations to me. anyway i have to thank sensei also. oh ya. i think i have to thank jovan too. oh ya. hope he has forgotten about the abalone treat ya. -.-'' i will seriously consider whether to study for JLPT level 3 anot. -_-ll meanwhile. let me concentrate on my core subjects first ya =s


2) OMG. my end year results are a piece of shit. lols. although my GPA has gone up (by a little, but better than nothing), and has improved a little, it is still very lousy leh. no As. argh. i think im the worst in class :( i think i need a brain transplant. most probably siauhui's or cheryl's etc. ok anyway hope that it will continue rising ya. i swear i am going to work hard. anyway i think i ought to reflect a little. have i really work hard and done my best? argh. and several of my friends GPA are like 3.5 and above at least. mine's half la. -.- yeah and quite alot are d-listed. maybe if they consider last 10%, i might stand a chance ya. yes. i am soooo going to work hard next sem :D promise =x .......................................... no one understands the kind of stress im going through...


3) Worked at xerox for 4 days. supposingly 8 la. but cannot make it. so only 4. LOLS. working at xerox is very fun wor. yeahs. but too bad la dionis dun wanna go docuworld with me. wahahahahaha. and the food at tanjong pagar is very nice. and the working environment is very nice too. i dun mind attachment there. =s . and the bosses are nice too. im gonna miss them. =s i will be back :D


4) Some randoms: my qi sin sister is nuts. she suggested "fake blogging" to me. eg " i met a hot hunk at the siloso beach" etc. kisiao. i think there is something wrong with my sister. she was randomly telling my mother one day: " mummy, sis has got a new indian boyfriend" omg. thank you you huh. :D anywayssss my sis's friends says she looks like a hamster. but i think she looks more like centipede. =s speaking of hamsters. anyone who wants hamsters can come look for me. really :D


5) OH. i just came back from bangkok. with lots of stuff. not really alot. but quite alot. the things in bangkok are very cheap. and there's a shop in fareast that wants to 敲砸 me. i saw a pouch in bangkok selling at 20 baht. which is around 80 CENTS sing $$. but the shop was selling at $11.90. wahahahahahahahaha. shit you. i think its funny. =s and the shirts there are also very cheap. tank tops are selling at 20 baht each too (80cents) and my kisiao sis bought around 30? OMG. when she has like school everyday and has to wear uniform and doesnt have much chance to wear them. WAhahahahaha. =s and the food there are very nice also. i like the roadside stalls. hueylli nice wor! :D i've becoming a real pig -.-//


6) My ice cream phone gave up on me. and recently, my nokia died on me too. argh. this is so upsetting. i feel like killing myself. and the phone. urgh.



7) Sensei organised a sushi party on sunday. i would loved to go. but cant. cos i've got to go for go-red duty. =x



8) I am totally absorbed into watching HK dramas. i cant do a day without them. -.- just finished watching On The First Beat (学警出更). VERY NICE :D now watching 学警狙击. very nice too. very shuai. but i still like my matt-sir more <3>