Saturday, April 25, 2009
i am tired. really tired. i cant seem to find anything, nor anyone, in this world worth living for.
TRUTHS ABOUT ME
i am detestable.i am irritating.i like to act smart.i like to act cute.i am uncouth.and rough.and uncivilised.i am rude.i am ugly and fat.i am stupid.i am ultra dumb.i am loud.i try to be lame.i am nonsense.i am bad.i am lazy.i like to act pretty.i like to act pro.i like to crap.i scold people.i always do the wrong thing.i always attact attention.i have bad temper.i am not well liked.i am notorious.i am unpopular.i am not a good friend.not a good person.i scream at people.i like to spend money.i pretend im rich.i pretend i know everything.i like to brag.i am materealistic.i am disgusting.i am not lovable.i am fickle-minded.i am mentally unsound.i am idiotic.
etc..............
LASTLY. i pretend to be happy.
people hates me. so do i. i hate myself
why am i trying so hard when i cant possibly change the outcome. why am i still holding on when things are way beyond my control. why isnt life the least fair.
if only he'll come and take me away...
to anywhere. even death.
i want to live in somewhere where there is nothing for me to worry about, where i can do anything i want. i cant take this anymore.
sometimes when i sleep, i dun feel like waking up anymore
till this point, there is no one i can blame except myself.
王子和公主不一定会在一起!!!
till death we part
♥
