i need to blog now. if not i would not have another time. not like im going to die. (or perhaps i am), just that exams are coming... how pathetic...

too many things happened recently. good and bad. bad and good.

well this is plainly life. my pathetic life.



August

todays's Wilber Pan's autograph session @ imm, of course i'll be going. or rather i went. pulled dionis along. and promised her i'll go for rain's. anyway. alot of people. and being the short me, i cant really see clearly. dionis took lots of pictures for me. thanks pal. i think she is a pro at photography. and i am just too short lah. >.<

BUT because his hand was injured, and he couldnt sign. >.< how sad.. the autograph session became 抱抱会. ROFL. and i didnt manage to get the limited edition sticker. how sad. and pwb is so shuai. ok

then walked ard imm...after that trained down to vivo city. hoping can go to the music showcase at Dragonfly@St.James. but we dun have the tickets. :( shitass. so we went clubbing instead. NO LA. JUST KIDDING. justin says we are lame cos we dun dare to go in. >.< duh. really dun dare wad. haha.

then shopped around... bought some stuff...played water... LOL... had a fun day. =)



2,3 August 09

Been damm emo... :( khairul knows why. (don try to go and ask him haha)
anyway. sad sad sad.....



4 August 09

i give up. the present still tucked in my cupboard will never be given away. and i dun care anymore. btw why is jayjaythejetplane only making me feel disapponted. shitass. i couldnt care less.



5 August 09

Pharm.A pract. qq wasnt here. so everyone was very luan. >.< and i love labs. ROFL :D
Aseptic test today. soooooooo scared.
Close my eyes and pray for the best.



6 August 09

saw jay jay the jet plane. i didnt feel a thing when i saw him. only flashes of disappoinment.



7 August 09

EBM discussion, Pmgmt discussion, Pmgmt tutorial

went to look for me kelvin to look at pract test result. i got the highest in class for pract test. 9/10. with denise i think. and overall i am the highest. i wish upon one million stars that the distinction is mine. ahhaahahahahaa

SCL(LS) NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION TODAY. WOOTS. last celebration. i HATE HATE HATE the word last. so this WONT be our last. again, national celeb esp nyp's are very 'sian'..but i think this years' still ok? im not sure. because i was expecting something. lol. whatever. after that took a half-class photo. and qq likes to bully me and take my candid shots which gave me a shock. hahaha. he is sooo funny :D

oh btw i like the orange juice =.0

after that went to collect our pty tuts. and we requested for a last min discussion for our tuts with miss ong. and........( i dun have to say anything. the class knows)

then after the discussion, we had psychotherapy with kel. haha. funny. i love therapies. =)

AND we saw miss ong on the way. and walked with her to the MRT station. i did the class a great favour by asking from her the model counselling points. but she doesnt have it. and told us to research for it.

then went for dinner at amk hub with dionis. bought formal wear from G2000. on sale. dirt cheap. and apprarenty the shop was closing. so quite rush. lol.

formal wear spree. here we come.



8 August 09

as usual, work again. but gotta teach P2 english today. a bunch of noisy but adorable students. x)



9 August 09

Happy National Day :)

EMO level today is low therapeutic index. low then damm high. whatever.



10 August 09

PUBLIC HOLIDAY

and i feel like slapping myself for slacking. >.<



11 August 09

OH MY GOD. Pharm Pract Practical test. argh. and i dunno what is yellow flowers. ahahahahahahaahahahahaahahah. after that pmgmt presentation. go thru pp ct. then attachment briefing. very excited about attachment. but i sooo prefer and wants to stay in school and study instead. :( sadded.

peifang and ain willbe going australia. i want to go too! haha.



12 August 09

no school. >.< did ebm till 5am ytd. 0.0



13 August 09

morning had ebm revision. met eve n nel to makan and study.

Pharmacotherapy test. so so nervous. i'll say bye to my diploma if i screw up again.

damm nervous at the holding room. qq doesnt want to tell me who my invigilator is. haha. and i cant get anything into my head. argh. and i had a bad headache at the wrong time. so qq went to get medicine for me. so sweet. thanks :D

pty i kenna Ms Teng and Mr Tan. was ok. at least i thought it was ok. and hopefully it really IS ok.

after that Mr Kelvin's tutorial. and he is super annoying to keep scaring with whatever white figures behind us. haha.

btw night class >.<



15 August 09

Last *i hate this word* practical. had fun. and took lots of pictures. lot i take la. qq take.lol. will post when he sends me. soo sad because its our last pract in nyp. but had fun. i loveee school esp labs. weeeee. i might wish to be a TSO.. =))

anyway. i am soo soo soo damm scared of aseptic test. bloody stress.

and guess what? i screwed up. alot of things that came out wasnt in the notes =( not trying to find an excuse for myself. but really. cried STAT after the test. but i think no one realise except hy because it was dark. heng. didnt feel like going home. so went with nel and everyone else to amk hub to collect her watches. super emo thoughout. =( they wanted ice cream. but i did not have the mood and didnt want to spoil the fun with my black face. so i went home with huiyan.

=(( sad x 100000 till can die.

so slept for awhile then went online...

and thanks qq for cheering me up. :))

couldnt sleep the whole night. and gotta wake up early the next day. how pathetic. =(



15 August 09

WORK. morning went for Dr's Appt. then went off to work. mummy bought wallet for me. =)

and guess what? i had to go a last last last min relief for Sec 2 Science. ps. although im a science stud, i cant teach science. esp sec2. wtf. and i super hate that class. F.

after work went to cwp to return my library books. then walkwalk ard. bought stationeries. and im so so going to get my LG Crystal =)

went home and slept at 9.30pm. wanting to wake up at 10 or 11 plus or sth. but was too tired. so slept till the next day. argh. wasted time again. and i didnt eat my meds. huat. lol.....i need the sleep to replenish my 1 weeks' loss of sleep... >.<




PS. THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH BLOGGER. I CANT POST PICS. ANGRY. WILL DO IT ASAP. =X