Thursday, August 20, 2009
just finished studying pharm pract. so thought might as well on com to check emails. hesitating. really hesitating because each time i would switch off my laptop feeling super emo and upset.. because each time, i would see things i shouldnt have.or hope i did not have seen. yes. everytime. so i was really hesistating because i should be studying instead of feeling emo. and guess what? by the time u are reading this post. IF anyone ever reads my blog, yes im feeling super emo. because i saw or rather read sth i regret doing so. my heart was really in my stomach. i hope it isnt what i am thinking. and i hope hope hope that the bad thing will not come true. i feel sooooo dammmm sad. :(
HAS IT REALLY HAPPENED? has the worst came true? i tried not to cry. yea. :*(
please get out of my mind. tyvm.
off to study ebm. hopefully u would have gotten out of my mind. temporarily.
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