Friday, September 25, 2009
dumbo just asked my why my blog so emo. i dunno why. hais. because i feel emo? and why i feel emo? BECAUSE. grr nevermind =( dun bother abt defibrillating my heart. it wont work.
and FYI super super damm bad mood at work today. hais. not because of work. but something else. =( and i hate myself for bringing my emotions to work. was damm worried abt x matter. and i cant stop myself from black-face-ing and emo-ing at the thought of it. blame it on my incompetence because simple stuff i fail to do it well. guess im not suitable to be in this field. too late. and i cant help thinking about it. was stoning and staring blankly at the IMR whiel checking my meds in the wards halfway. hais. =((( i have been sighing the whole day. can someone lend me his/her shoulders?
GOODNIGHT
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