Thursday, September 3, 2009
im tired. really really tired. physically and mentally. i might explode soon. because there are 100 million things on my mind that i have no one to share with. i simply have no one to confide my feelings. for a gazillion years, i have been hiding. hiding away where no one really notice me. i have to hide my emotions. i cant show my feelings. but sometimes when i really cannot take it anymore, i will burst. and i hate myself for that. because i am not allowed to show my emotions. i have to act like it isnt happening, it has not happened and will not happen. but things are inevitable. and i have to learn to accept this fact. and stop running away from reality. i have to learn to control my emotions and not act crazy at the wrong time. or at anytime. but why do i have to smile and pretend nothing is wrong? and most of the time, i have to act happy. why why why... i am gg nuts..............
Happiness is short-livedTrue/False
Personally i think its true...
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