Monday, November 23, 2009
Episode: 9383874001822415246402
i am refraining from touching this blog. because each time i log in, it means i am unhappy. each time, every single time i log in. it would mean that i am here presenting my nonsense again.and 讲来讲去 always the same thing. i told i am an annoying freak right?!?!?!?!?!?
i am really puzzled by why is it that difficult? because friends are nothing but a facade. define friend. enlighten me. and the degree of friendliness varies too much. i cant tell you i ____ you because i treasure our friendship. but i guess nothing can salvage this anymore. i realise i am not making sense anymore. but nevermind. well since no one cares. no one bothers to understand. so i cant be bothered to explain.
i am soo tired of everything. i realise 我只是一个被你利用的工具. u'll think of me when u need me, need my help or whatever. but when you don't. 我连你的slipper都比不上. BUT. i 心甘情愿 被你利用 傻傻 de believe that one day, u'll realise 我的好. roll on floor laughing. wait long long also boh koh leng lah. but i just want to let you know that, i'll do anything for you. as long as you open you mouth. anything. even if it means losing my life. i promise. and i wont expect anything in return. because this is ____.
i strongly believe that promises are meant to be broken, and life is made up of lies. they say so long as 你真心对待一个人, u will be treated the same way. 骗人的.n0 matter what i do, u just turn a blind eye.
i only yearn for some long. is that wrong? i hate you you big bully.
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