Thursday, December 31, 2009
COUNTDOWN:4 HOURS 40 MINUTES
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Tuesday, December 29, 2009
when confusion turns into delusion, (and vice versa), i really want to run away from reality
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Sunday, December 27, 2009
My sis is going overseas. I wish her VON VOYAGE :)
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Friday, December 25, 2009
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! x)
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Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Dearest Santa, my Christmas wish is wishing that my birthday wish will come true :)
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Tuesday, December 22, 2009
TMD. UPDATED FACTS ABOUT ME.
1) MY LIFE SUCKS
2) MY LIFE IS FILLED WITH HATRED, ANGER, SADNESS, DISAPPOINTMENT ETC
3) I AM A COMPLETE IDIOT
4) FROM NOW ONWARDS I WILL LEARN TO BE A HYPROCRITE
5) I WILL TRY TO BE SOMEONE COMPLETELY VOID OF FEELINGS LAST BUT NOT LEAST,
MANY MANY THANKS TO YOU
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Monday, December 14, 2009
time heals all wounds
agree or disagree?
very subjective question. because no matter how nicely a wound heals, it definitely leaves a scar. sometimes, the scar gets so bad...then even no matter how hard u try to forget...those memories just kept on haunting you....and i happen to have scars all over me...
OH. did i mention i had a nightmare a few days ago? theres no one to talk to now ):
anyway;
im trying very hard to pay back what i have owed you in my previous life. and i wish i don have to wait till my next life, for u to fufill ur promises...
if promises are meant to be broken, why make them in the first place?
我几时才能把上辈子欠你的还完 我还到好辛苦 and its totally making my life miserable.
i must have been a very mean person in my past life, thats why im suffering in this life. serves me right?
我再也感受不到你的温暖, 关心, 体贴, 照顾...
the process of salvaging is so tiring.
can i have a miracle? i need miracles....
=(
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Sunday, December 13, 2009
dearest...,
before 你决定永远不再理我, can you fufill the promises you've made to me?
.......so that even if im dead, i'll die with no regrets...
please?
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Saturday, December 12, 2009
i am tired., really tired, really really tired. sick and tired of everything. sick and tired from crying. sick and tired of running away. i want to give up. but my heart doesnt want to let me go. if only crying makes everything better. unfortunately it doesnt. can i just die?
NOBODY EVER UNDERSTANDS BECAUSE NOBODY EVER CARES
there are about a million things you do not know at all.
you don't know how much hurt i feel
you don't know how i can cry till i am completely breathless
you don't know how much i need you to be there for me when i needed you most but you were never there.
you dunno anything AT ALL.
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Tuesday, December 1, 2009
i am very very very very very tired. may i have the permission to give up?
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