Monday, January 25, 2010
AGAIN?!!?!??!!
when its time, its really time. no use hanging on to something that isnt there. i am trying my very best to live life without you. give me some time. i don't understand why every single
little thing i do reminds me of you. things as simple as crossing the road, taking the train, picking up a pair of chopsticks. its harder to forget than remember. but i promise i'll try. because i am so tired. i've got so much things to tell you. but now, i dont even know how to talk to you. i dont have the courage at all. and i hate myself for running away from the truth. and thats because i am afraid of disappointment.
i am acting so much that i don't even know myself anymore. i'm so tired.
i dont even know if these are tears of fatigue of sadness.
take away the pain. sorry.
♥
