Sunday, January 3, 2010
Time: 16:56
Weather: Raining
Listening to: 雨爱
Mood: Sad, confused, angry
Very appropriate song. i like. i'm glad i calmed down. i miss jie jie. saw her comment on fb. and tears start to weld up again. i miss her very much. i dun wanna go work tmr. but i hope i'll be able to see her tmr...
i feel like going out into the rain. because i love water. and no one can see me crying. i remember i told weishan last week i love the beach, esp when im sad. because i love looking at the seawater. but now, no. because now i hate beaches. hate hate hate.
right now, i really really need someone to talk to. maybe not talk. i need someone to look me in the eyes, and know the answers and stories i have been trying to tell but cant. i need a shoulder to cry on. where were you when i needed you most?
u used to care about me, but not anymore. and i don't blame you for that, because i'm born fated to be lonely
Sagittarius - Jan. 3, 2010
It is time to stop thinking about all the problems involved in a certain situation, as this is not getting you anywhere at all. The astral alignment encourages you to take the plunge and simply go with the flow. If you are going out on a date for the first time this evening, then you will have a great time as long as you don't try and plan ahead.
its time i stop. i am trying very hard to. give me some time. but does it really work?
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