Sunday, April 11, 2010
i have been neglecting my blog. because i have been saying the same thing over and over again. and readers arent are sian reading them, i get sian typing them. anyway no one cares. no one bothers. sometimes, i just need someone to show abit more concern. WELL again who cares? perhaps some people used to care, but not now anymore. i dunno why sometimes everything can be this vulnerable. trust me, in order for it to come true, i really tried my best to think positively, so much so i am too tired. because sadness always oversomes happiness. and memories are like bubbles, very pretty, but they disappear in a blink of an eye.
somethings are so simple, yet complicated. i think human likes to complicate things and create problems for themselves. 24 hours is never enough, but time is created and controlled by man isnt it?
i happened to come across a quote;
dont cry because its over, smile because it happenedyeah, but i cant smile because its over before it happened. but nonetheless, i am happy for everything that happened. it i could just pen down everything, it would be the best novel ever. but too bad, sometimes even technology doesnt want to help me. maybe God wants me to forget. BUT i swear, no way. these are the best memories in my life. i will continue to try to think positive and forget about the past bad experiences and close my eyes and Pray, i just hope this teeny wish of mine will come true.
anyway, i dunno why 半年前的事 到现我还可以为你担心...
like i have said a million times, i will do anything to make time go back to the past and stop there forever.
last but not least, i hope every decision i make is correct and i wish i will not regret. perhaps i am not noble enough. but i really have a selfish wish....
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