Wednesday, July 28, 2010
haiz haiz haiz. it never rain but pours isn't it? when troubles come, they come all at a time. i have yet to settle one, another came. the things that i always find out are hurting me.
next week i will be going night, i am glad that i am going night because that way i will never know what is happening in the day. i am wondering what will i see when i am back, i hope that when i come back from night, i can forget everything and pretend nothing has happened. have i really fallen into the trap? history is going to repeat itself. i am going ot be hurt for the 'n'th time. the night duties really come in time for me to think things through and cool down. even though i am going to miss people like buddy and brother lew. but i really need some time away. its driving me crazy...
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