I'm so busy !!! Busy with? Watching shows. LOL. But i have to blog lah.

OK.

Anyway, i saw baby's blog post. I have a habit of holding my ipod wherever i go. Even at work, i'll walk around checking emails with ipod. then i saw baby's fb message. and i saw the blog post. was very upset. was trying not to cry while checking EMR. i'll promise i will always try to be there if u would ever need me. in any case if u really need to talk, i'll be here. i'll wait for that courage to come. when it comes, i'll be there for you. Saranghae and take care.

The many reasons why i am always hesistating to go overseas to study is because i cant let go of anything and anyone here. i cant bear to leave my friends and family and everything here. yes i've always been mentioning im going australia. of course top reason why i don want to go is Super Junior. OK that sounds nonsensical. Seriously, i dislike the thought of going abroad for 4 years. it may seem only 4 years. but many things could happen in this 4 years. too bad. im too stupid to go into a local uni. blame yourself ruiyi.

Talking about Haem attachment. im really tired. i think i miss doing night, E duty, lunch at 2,3pm, unloading, ordering (lol), stocks... LOL.. but i'll perservere, ruiyi junior fighting. Anyway blood test results came out. Again, it was expected. it might be a good thing if i was ever kicked back to IP. no one ever told me what are the requirements to work in haem (if ever). no one asked me for medical condition. buddy asked me if i told hy. she didnt asked me. i mean, you dont go around telling people that ''hey i've got this weird blood disease?" or neither anyone does around introducing myself with my medical history? i dunno la. its always my fault. its even my fault that im born.

Went out with baby on friday, bought new year clothes and shoes. i didnt manage to get my red shoes, but nevermind, for dinner, we went to a traditional malaya cafe. im gonna eat there often cos it sells my fave food. and omg. i could never get out of HMV empty handed. bought another suju CD for $41. and i have exactly the same album. ask me why are there so much cds to bu. beats me. there like a trillion version i've yet to finish collecting. went to natures republic but didnt buy anything. cos i support etude house. phuahahaha. favourite stash of the day is the Rain's paper bag i got for baby. i think the shopkeeper wanted to kill me. haha. But seriously when i see the smile on baby's face, i am happy too. i hope going out has cheered her up a little. Don't forget our concert and Korea promise=)

However, a moment ago, looking at her blog, i know it hasnt really. haiz, tell me what can i do, really.

On a lighter note, Super Junior's concert is coming. I am soo nervous. -.- OK back to my show. blog again.

Aneyong