Tuesday, February 1, 2011
I don't feel good, really. The kind of feeling is back. Where I want to do nothing but stay at home
and cry. I hope I get over this before new year. My laughter and smiles each day are all fake. I think I'm a genius. (guess who said that). I know im being ridiculous to the max, but I really can't help it. It's hard to smile with dimple now :( anyway. I've not been eating since Friday. As in not a proper meal. I have no appetite at all. :( it's
alright because I'll take this chance to lose weight and save money. Spent too
much money on juniorie recently. But I don't mind. Now
gonna save money just for them and Korea. Ahhhh im gonna go crazy. I really don't like this feeling! I want to isolate myself from others so that no one will talk to me. It's new year eve tmr. I don't feel well. But I can't
take mc cos it's my last practice in that stupid
isolator. I might weep.
Im still sad ttm.Get over it. Don't ask me what happen. It's ridiculous.
Last but not least, I miss Super Junior :(
♥
