Tuesday, March 29, 2011
I've been neglecting my blog recently.
1) I am too tired to even breathe
2) I am running away too much
3) I have too much but nothing to blog about
Okay no.3 doesnt make sense but anyway.
I am in love with numbers. It just makes things easier.
First of all. Today is my 1-year anniversary in SGH. (excluding attachment). I have dedicated 1 year of my youth to SGH Pharmily. (thanks and now what do i get?!?!?!) i ought to be promoted. jk. lols. The pharmacy is like my second home. (sometimes) I miss doing night.
OK next.There are too much things to do. I check my email as often as i can. Like refresh every 2 minutes. SGH internet hates my ipod. I cant check tweets, i cant check email blah. FML. Someone please resolve this soon before i go nuts. Oh and i check my hp as often as i can. As long as i am not in lab. lol. I have too many things to buy too! I need to save up for Korea trip because i am gonna spend all my entire savings on suju stuff probably. Just came back from KL concert. I am seriously considering going for the Vietnam one. Was telling Amanda unni that i am going. She said 'no! i dont want u to go, i want you to be save, i care for you' (with the Japan quake and such, everywhere is dangerous..) AH. i was so touched. i miss my unnis alot alot alot. I told her. but then my boyfriends would be in danger too. she said, ' then you wanna die with them?' i said ya =) haha.
Next! I discovered something that can cheer me up whenever i feel depressed. I look at my HP =) OK recently my life is happening because other than Super, its Junior =) I promise to love them forever. Because they are my everything ^^
Anyways. I broke Guinness World Record yesterday. My first ever AM prep. I came out at 2+pm. GREAT. My AM prep nearly clashed with PM prep. How funnyily ridiculous can this be. Yanru even came in to help me. I dunno how guilty i feel. They told me that for AM prep, i have to be wary of the time. I know. But i got no potential. Maybe front from the beginning, i thought too highly of myself. Maybe i am still better off be doing cartfills and such.
Went to retail today to run some errands. Went to IP to run some errands. Surprisingly i smiled alot today. 1) To patients, and 2) To the IP people i miss alot. Retail Amanda said i slimmed down. AH why is everyone telling me that. I still feel fat fat fat! Maybe i just looked haggard. I should think of a way to stop eating.
Next up. e-Awards. Super junior didnt win. SAD LIKE OMG. Thats because i didnt vote. OOPS. i am real sorry. i really wanted to but i really am too busy (or claiming to be). Big Bang won. SHINee SJ and Bigbang were running close (according to news) ahhh. thats good. at least there wasnt xxxx -.-
Okay last but not least (i gave up waiting for my hair to dry stupid). I hope you can cheer up and be happier. I just wanted to say that no matter what i do, i just wanted to make you feel better and happier. I know i failed. But i will keep trying. Because either way, it hurts.
♥
