As I was typing this, I am on the train on the way home. I just saw baby's text. Actually I guessed it. All the while I know everything will not turn out right. Because when the higher your hopes and excitement are, the higher the chance if disappointment. I don't hate you really. I just feel very sad. It's like expected. I am going to stop typing because my eyes are wet from typing this. I locked my phone and saw the picture and closed my eyes immediately to let the tears well in my eyes and not fall. No one will ever know how much how much I wish to go. Really really really wish. It could be the last before the world ends. I dunno when is the last time I might see you (all), but trust me, I might give up my life. Maybe I'm not afraid of death. This is my love.
